you never came

I sleep in night and suddenly scream

I sweat and frightened of the nightmares I see.

That moment I wish you come,

take my sweaty head into your lap

And dab my forehead slowly, and

Put your thin index finger on my lips,

To quell my sobbing.

I wish you come,

And lie beside me and

Caress my hair and 

Lull me, and sing me to sleep.

But my wishes never came true and

The portion of bed remains empty,

I keep screaming for endless nights.

I keep waking up in the middle of nights,

Full of sweat and a fear deep in my heart.

I get through that pain everyday

Which cut opened my wound,

And I dithered with pain.

Still I am alone in my apartment,

Waiting for you.

empty road

I sit down at window 

On a chair.

And I look on the road,

The road is empty as my heart,

It's devoid of any traveller, not a soul.

I see nothing but still I keep eye on it,

For my heart says may you come back.

I look on the road and I see

Gusty winds put up dust

From the sides of the road and circle along,

It makes your figure, a silhouette of dust,

And flows along, towards my window

Like you are coming towards me,

In the form of vortex.

But then I flick my head and

Everything thing vanishes

The wind, you, and the vortex.

I start looking again on the empty street,

A vista through the trees in the sideways,

I look with hope that you'll return.

But deep in my heart I know you never will

Because I know you never did it in the years

So long back that my mind is unapt of counting.

However, I keep this hope in my heart,

And keep imagining you coming on that empty road,

In one form or another,

For it brings me peace and a little time 

To live what we've lived before

When we were together.

green sky

Has the sky turned green?

Or the heath become blue,

Is skylarks swimming deep in oceans?

Or the fishes flying high in the sky,

I shall part you

When all these will happen.

come back

Come back again

I am feeling empty 

Without you

Yes, I made mistakes

But you could stop me

I become mad

The world seem upside down

To me.

I feel no comfort in nothing and

This I deplume my hair

And drink rum till

The bottle felt alone without 

Rum or I fell from my chair

And went to deep tranquil sleep.

You come in my dreams and that reminiscent

Of our old days I wake up abruptly

And find you nowhere.

There is not even a lock

Of your hair remain in the house

Me and your memories

And rum and empty bottle.