If I stand up and walk

So, what if I stand up and walk right now,

What's stopping me?

Am I a chained gladiator bound to fight and suffer,

And be a means of amusement to others?

Am I cursed to push a boulder

To the top of a mountain?

No, I am free, free as high flying falcon

Free as the king of the jungle 

Ready to rush on my own will.

I'll not sit here anymore,

Holding my head in my hands, sobbing.

I will not bother to think how I look,

In the thoughts of somebody.

So if I just stand up and walk

Nobody would stop me.

I just have to walk.

tribute to Irrfan Khan

I'll die and you'll die

Each and every life bearing organism

Will die

But you are defferent, your body can be dead

But you'll be alive in the pictures you made.

And you'll be alive in the thoughts of people 

Whom you taught how live the life.

You'll be remembered by your children and wife.

You'll be remembered by your beautiful and wierd eye.

You voice like sands slipping from hand and you laughter

Like someone smashed glass on the floor.

But still you'll be remembered

As Macbeth and Roohdaar and Fernandez.

You'll be remembered.

sadness

Where does it come from?

Left me with no power at all

My hands are dull 

My mind hugely tumult.

I don't want it
My mind wanders
In the deep seas and
over the mountains
Searching for the the sphere
In which It can be merry,
But, how can it be merry
When you are not here at all.

My heart skips beats
It tells me it doesn't want to beat.
It says it is now fatigued,
With beating alone.
It says it needed someone,
To give it the warmth it needed.

words

When I saw you last night

My love for you begin to burgeon

But I don't know if you love me or not

Because I don't have any affluence.

If I couldn't marry you, my life

Will become wretched.

The upheaval of my love for you

Made me squalor day by day.

The confine on meeting you

Lits a profound ache in my heart.

My love for you is conspicuous

You can clearly see it.

But my soul ached because you 

Neglect despite of knowing 

My love.

Your exquisite voice 

Like honey dropping from your lips

Make me submissive to your commands.

You are prudent because you think of future,

I do not because I've lost my mind and

And I'm in love with you.

Your shaftness left me distraught,

You thought of me as obnoxious,

But believe me I love you more than I can.

You're staid and I love it that way,

And you should have to avoid discretion

And tell me clearly,

Whether you love me or not.

please

Please don't kill me

I will kill myself

What else can I do when 

She is not here 

Life has meaning no more

These blue skies and green gardens

Means nothing to me.

The happiness of this

Was here when she was here.

The starts lost their shining

Since she left.

Sun hasn't left with that heat

Which he posses in her presence,

The daffodils scent smell no more.

I'll kill myself 

Please dont you dare

Kill me.

crowd

The crowd on the road 

makes me mad.

I can't think of anything 

when I am in the Crowd.

Empty places are more comforting,

I long for some quiet place with

Trees, plants, grass and flowers

To sit down and look at them

As Romeo looked at Juliet

or Majnu looked at Laila.

grass

Green grass looks lovely

I sit on them and feel 

Great comfort which I

Never feel on couch 

or cushion.

Greenery is like breath

It gives life to me.

And the accompanying chirruping

Of the native birds

Feels even amazing.

Blue sky, green grass

And clouds ready to rain

Anytime soon.

Love is this

and this is life.

Don't go anywhere else to find

peace, serenity and happiness.

They are here on the grasslands

And among the green trees,🌲

mountains and brooks.

Feel them and perceive them. 🥰

Life will feel amazing them.

look

When i looked at you

You smiled I smiled

And that point of time

I think

Is the most precious.