I'll picture you

I'll smoke a cigarette

And I'll picture you in my mind.

I'll picture every moment 

That we've lived until you left me.

The white cloud of smoke

Will make your face out of it.

I'll look at your face of smoke but,

it vanishes the other moment.

Then my cigarette will also be finished

But my wish to see you, would not.

So I'll lit another,

And produce another cloud of smoke

Again your face appears in the smoke.

This will go on until my stock of cigarettes last,

Then I'll tear off my hairs out of agony

And I'll wail out your name. 

rapture in anguish

Love hurts

But notwithstanding people get involved in this.

Because

There's rapture in the anguish,

And there's life in this death.

The pleasure one get when

Breathing becomes impossible when they're not around,

And the state in which the lover falls

When parted.

Love remains inspite of all the grief,

And that is not love

Which alters in the times of agony. 

and I love you

I walk the road and I miss you

By my side, and the sound,

Of you slippers, whenever

You lie your steps one by one.

And I miss the accidental touch

Of your hand into mine

While walking. And I miss

The talks which we do all the way,

And I miss the inhaling and exhaling

Of your breath when

You try to walk faster than me,

And I miss your fake angry face 

When I catch you without any efforts.

And I miss you by my side,

When I walk the road now,

Now that I am alone.

music

music,
what is it
it is the a feeling
that you cannot express.

it is the expression of the sentiments
you have when you are subconscious
it can make you sad
it can make you dance
it can make you think
it can make you sing

music is the mood changer
also the mood maker

it is the flavor in the good food
it is the the feeling of having a
beloved one in the life.

sadness

Where does it come from?

Left me with no power at all

My hands are dull 

My mind hugely tumult.

I don't want it
My mind wanders
In the deep seas and
over the mountains
Searching for the the sphere
In which It can be merry,
But, how can it be merry
When you are not here at all.

My heart skips beats
It tells me it doesn't want to beat.
It says it is now fatigued,
With beating alone.
It says it needed someone,
To give it the warmth it needed.

don't be sad

Do not become jealous of him

If he has a company 

Maybe he was unhappy as you

Yesterday, when you were not seeing him.

Nothing is permanent nor your loneliness,

You can be happy and make others happy.

And you can wait till God bestows

A companion to you.

Believe in Fate and my friend

Please don't be sad.

grassland and you

Looking at your beautiful face

Is like looking at a grassland.

The landscape of grassland which have

A brook running through it.

The plane smooth land with green grass

Is like your pink cheek smooth and lovely.

The water in your eyes

Is just like the water in the river.

Your chattering and talking

Is as exquisite as the babbling of the river.

Birds look at you in amazement when

You chuckle and giggle in between

Talking with me.

The sun hides itself behind the clouds

When it sees the light of your face.

I only want one thing in life,

To sit in the grassland and 

Stare at your face until the sun fades

And moon arrives.

Then we go to our small hut

Which is built on the side of grassland

From where the brook ran.

words

When I saw you last night

My love for you begin to burgeon

But I don't know if you love me or not

Because I don't have any affluence.

If I couldn't marry you, my life

Will become wretched.

The upheaval of my love for you

Made me squalor day by day.

The confine on meeting you

Lits a profound ache in my heart.

My love for you is conspicuous

You can clearly see it.

But my soul ached because you 

Neglect despite of knowing 

My love.

Your exquisite voice 

Like honey dropping from your lips

Make me submissive to your commands.

You are prudent because you think of future,

I do not because I've lost my mind and

And I'm in love with you.

Your shaftness left me distraught,

You thought of me as obnoxious,

But believe me I love you more than I can.

You're staid and I love it that way,

And you should have to avoid discretion

And tell me clearly,

Whether you love me or not.

with you

I and you

Sitting on the grassy land

I speak something

And you cackle

You glittering voice

Wet in your laughter

Makes me wet from inside.

dab

When this place haunts me

And snatches my peace away.

I clasp your soft hand

And bury my head 

Into your bosoms

Your vacuous hand dab me

On my dusty head.

looking for you

When I'm sad

I seek you

You're the comfort

That the farmer feels

When he irrigates his crop.

melody

You voice like a flowing river, unstoppable babble

Like a melody of piano

Fill my ear with honey.

You're the violin and you're 

The guitar.

Times were there when

I cross oceans in a jump

Just to listen your talk,

Your giggling 

And your putting hand on your 

Mouth.

Just wins my heart

A thousand times.

connection

You eat

My belly gets filled

You drink

I thirst extinguishes

You laugh out loud

I feel euphoria

You learn something

I become wise 

You get hurt

My half body dies

You rise up

I rise to heaven

You live

My body gets life

I heard once

A mother saying to her child

green sky

Has the sky turned green?

Or the heath become blue,

Is skylarks swimming deep in oceans?

Or the fishes flying high in the sky,

I shall part you

When all these will happen.

come back

Come back again

I am feeling empty 

Without you

Yes, I made mistakes

But you could stop me

I become mad

The world seem upside down

To me.

I feel no comfort in nothing and

This I deplume my hair

And drink rum till

The bottle felt alone without 

Rum or I fell from my chair

And went to deep tranquil sleep.

You come in my dreams and that reminiscent

Of our old days I wake up abruptly

And find you nowhere.

There is not even a lock

Of your hair remain in the house

Me and your memories

And rum and empty bottle.

winter times

Winter is here

Everything is covered under
The big white blanket.

Cool air touches my bare arms
and a shivering ran down my spine,

like electricity runs in a wire.

Trees are cover under fog

Green leaves I can hardly see

The boulevard is wet and 

The wet smell of soil

blesses my soul.

I walk alone 

through the soupy fog

When micro droplets of

Icy mist kiss my cheek and 

I smile.

I love it.

I walk alone smelling and feeling.

I wish the winter stays

and bless me even more.

january

In the chilling month of 

January

You and I are laying 

On bed under one

Quilt. Our warm bodies are

Touching each other.

We making love in January

And January smiles.

grass

Green grass looks lovely

I sit on them and feel 

Great comfort which I

Never feel on couch 

or cushion.

Greenery is like breath

It gives life to me.

And the accompanying chirruping

Of the native birds

Feels even amazing.

Blue sky, green grass

And clouds ready to rain

Anytime soon.

Love is this

and this is life.

Don't go anywhere else to find

peace, serenity and happiness.

They are here on the grasslands

And among the green trees,🌲

mountains and brooks.

Feel them and perceive them. 🥰

Life will feel amazing them.

road

Walking on the rain washed road
I think about you
and all the time we have passed
together. 
Something wrenches deep in heart,
something just breaks.  

I walk past tress and 
blue moonlight touches my face.

Looking to the sky.

The sweet fragrance of flowers

And wet leaves,

Kind of kindles a fire

Inside me.

You are also walking 

That very road

On which I am walking

I look at you 

But,

I do  not speak anything,

Though I want to. But I just can't,

its like a heavy weight rock

That I can't lift anymore

Forgive me, love

I cannot tell you how

What I feel for you.

eyes

When I see into your eyes

They seem like inviting me

They persuade me to

Hold you tight.

Hug you, kiss you and love you

All night.